Blocked

It’s been a while.. To long for my liking.

Bad days often; Good ones are rare.

Insecure, bitter and unfair.

Most popular motions in my ocean.

To uncomfortable to write, despite the future in sight.

Rather just hold it in real tight.

Thoughts flood.

Emotions spread.

I’d honestly rather be stuck in my head.

Constant what ifs, assuming that.

I couldn’t think of times Im relaxed.